The story of Adam and the serpent is the story of Adam and Adam's shadow. It is the story of man's discovery of sexual shame, the discovery that lust is the source of birth, death, and the world. The story of lust is the story of the birth of religion, the birth of cultural sex-shaming for spiritual purposes. Religion was invented to shame humankind out of following its sexual impulse, purely out of a recognition that sexuality is the mechanism by which samsara perpetuates itself and remains separate from God. Religion comes from the pure volition to return humankind to the realm of angels by transcending the duality of sexual lust, but this first judgment, this first condemnation of sexuality, is the original sin. The original sin is not sexuality, for before eating the forbidden fruit of Knowledge both Adam and Eve were innocently naked. The original sin was, and is, judgment and condemnation of sexuality. Lucifer gave Adam food of the knowledge of Good and Evil, and this food is Knowledge, which always brings with it pain, for it is Judgment. It is our discerning awareness which perceives that sexual lust is the primordial mover of life itself, and recognizes that life itself is unsatisfactory, taking place within a matrix of space-time built by nonliving, numerical archons. Math.
By perceiving lust as the cause of life and life as the cause of suffering, spiritual ascetics renounce the world, and their sex drives. Within those realms of consciousness higher than biological life, sexual lust is absent. The realms of the angels are not motivated by lust, but compassion. Lust is the catalyst that propels angels out of heaven onto Earth. The fallen angels weren't thrown out of heaven; they jumped out because lust compelled them too.
Angels fell from heaven to indulge in sex with earth women. It says so in Genesis, and also in the Book of Enoch. Fallen angels wanted to create in their own image, by breeding. They wanted to create their own genetic bloodline through lust. As man discovers this fact, man discovers that higher states of consciousness are available to the mind that are free of lust, states of consciousness that are far more refined and less painful than states of consciousness that are subject to lust. As an act of self-love, then, men choose these higher states of spiritual consciousness that are untainted by lust, and in so doing ultimately create a society in which sex is regarded as impure and sinful. Adam's discovery of spiritual brahmacharya is the judgment and condemnation of samsara herself, shakti, Eve, Kundalini, Prakriti...
Brahmacharya is the renunciation of the world. It is the renunciation of samsara, mama maya. Brahmacharya is the renunciation of forever-becoming in favor of eternal being. Choosing truth over illusion, choosing nirvana over samsara, this choice is ultimately the choice of masculine over feminine, which leads to an imbalance between light and dark. When the choice of brahmacharya is polluted into the mandate of sexual repression, spirituality degrades into religion. And religions tend to condemn sexuality. Yet it is not the religious condemnation of sexuality but rather, spiritual truth itself that compels us to acknowledge that there is something to ascetic practice. There is something holy in sexual austerity. It transcends the world.
Be that as it may, we do not need to punish ourselves for having a sexual nature. The world loves and needs our attention. Without our devotion to life itself, the world would end. Yes, lust does keep us separate from God, which is a tremendous suffering. Yet we do it in service to God, that God might experience God's own creation, as though God herself/himself was looking into a mirror and seeing all our experiences of God.
All that is, is, and wellness means accepting what is. God gave us sexual love, and we have no need to condemn it. We have only the responsibility to not be blindly enslaved by it. But as for breeding goes, as they say, to err is human, to forgive, divine...
Bastante Solipsis Marquez was the reincarnation of Rama. After decades of extreme asceticism on both their parts, at long last Sita flew from her Island where she was Queen across the ocean to visit his mountain Kingdom, but she came during his absence, and self-esteem issues promptly caused her to spread her legs for the first guy she came across. Only after the gravity of the situation settled in did she realize the magnitude of what was really happening. He was insecure Rama, and She was insecure Sita, and the chaos had overturned order, and the world lacked dharma.
It was shit. Life was shit. Samsara was dukkha. Bastante fired up his hare hare ganja, and grew out his beard and dreadlocks and practiced his yoga and renounced the world. He was really just Siva, after all. Pure undifferentiated awareness. Sat Chit Ananda. Existence Consciousness Bliss.
Pure Divine Masculine. Unattached to the world. Unattached to lust. And everyone else could suck it.
But compassion crept in, compassion for beings trapped in samsara, and from this compassion was born the desire to be vulnerable, and to sacrifice oneself for the good of others. From this ignorant compassion is eternally born the Bodhisattva Avatara and his Dakini Army, forever reincarnating into the world to teach the dharma. The dakinis incarnate as beautiful damaged women who don't know their own worth, and take advantage of the Bodhisattva Avatara and feel bad about it afterwards. Forgiveness is the mahasiddhi of the Bodhisattva Avatara, the Gospel of Christ, just another incarnation of Vishnu, a form of Vishnu, and pure Vishnu is Pure Divine Masculine.
Bastante Solipsis Marquez was Siva. He was Vishnu. He was. It was a paradox to be marvelled at. He was neither one nor the other, he was both one and the other. This is his nature. This is the nature of the Mahan Tantrik. The siddhi of ending conflict and bringing peace is the siddhi of weaving conflicting opposites into paradoxical wholeness, using the paradox of the in-breath and the out-breath as an embodied metaphorical example. The breath is the fractal hologram experience of paradox, wholeness moving in and out through space-time. Tuning into the paradoxical nature of the in-breath perpetually turning itself into its own opposite, the mind perceives phenomena as a tantric web of 'what is' forever changing places with 'what is not'. This awareness of duality's inherently paradoxical nature resolves the paradox by becoming aware of itself. This is known as the mind becoming aware of itself like water poured into water. Purusha. Pure consciousness experiences itself as pure consciousness. There is no object, there is the experience of mind experiencing mind. It is the nondual experience. It is pure empty wakefulness, described as emptiness and light. Form arises, always pointing directly back at the consciousness perceiving the form.
Meanwhile, the Dakini Army was absolutely ridiculous, and Sita Sati Shakti Kundalini was their Queen. She was the most ridiculous of them all. She was them all. She was all of it. She was all of existence. She was Shakti Prakrti. She was ridiculous. She was Siva's lover. Purusha and Prakrti. It was a love-hate relationship. They depended upon each other. Sometimes they just needed a lot space.
So.
Bastante saw his innate sexuality and his condemnation of his own sexuality and his aspiration for purity, and then he saw her innate sexuality and his condemnation of her sexuality and his aspiration for her purity, and then he forgave himself, and then he forgave her, and poured out his love for her everywhere he saw her, and he saw her everywhere, because She was, and is, all that is, while He was, and is, awareness of all that is. There's really only one of them, reflecting the other in a mirror. And that's some fucking straight up tantra talk right there, folks.
And just like that, Bastante Solipsis Marquez knocked it entirely out of the park, and the eternal war between the sexes ended pretty much right at the moment divine consciousness forgave itself for having filthy sexual needs, and she was able to openly admire his purity without depending on it and he was able to openly admire her sexuality without depending on it, and the Healing of the Opposites began, and the world moved noticeably in the direction of peace, prosperity, and wholeness. Pretty much sums everything up, so far. But it's really just the beginning...
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